Thursday, August 25, 2005
Cnt concentrate...
Cnt concentrate...
Today i find it hard to concentrate on anything i do, somethings jus drill in my mind. I try to push em away, but i jus cnt. They onli time i cn concentrate is on ocom n econs (for e firs hr onli).
First, i tink of him. E one tt once i have sunk so deeply in, a feeling tt i reject for 1yr before i admit it, but all was too late. I jus lost him, wrong timing u cn say tt. Have i eva like anyone? i guess he is e onli one tt i truly truly like him, n so deep. I mean i have gotten over him, but sometimes smth jus become a thorn in ya heart. Once e issue is brought up, the bad memories come back. So sometimes don ask me these kind of stupid qn.
Second, i tink i am a failure man. I guess i cn nv imagine me, myself going steady with another guy, hold hands all these, so weird. Den enting say i will nv find a guy lyk tt. Erm..i tink i will definitely find a guy who will nt sweet talk till i goosebump, don hold hand oso nvm tt kind. Cfm will have de. Yup, im sure. But at least nw im nt ready for relationship nw. Enjoying company frm frens..yeah!!
Sigh, den econs lesson, as usual, craps again. Poor eve..u noe wat i mean hor. Den ocom. Me may n mummy all nv get e topic we want, all fall out of our expectation but lucky mine still cn crap. Mummy was a lil chaim.. she dunno wat to tok at all. But nvm..nxt wk will b betta de..cheer up!!
First, i tink of him. E one tt once i have sunk so deeply in, a feeling tt i reject for 1yr before i admit it, but all was too late. I jus lost him, wrong timing u cn say tt. Have i eva like anyone? i guess he is e onli one tt i truly truly like him, n so deep. I mean i have gotten over him, but sometimes smth jus become a thorn in ya heart. Once e issue is brought up, the bad memories come back. So sometimes don ask me these kind of stupid qn.
Second, i tink i am a failure man. I guess i cn nv imagine me, myself going steady with another guy, hold hands all these, so weird. Den enting say i will nv find a guy lyk tt. Erm..i tink i will definitely find a guy who will nt sweet talk till i goosebump, don hold hand oso nvm tt kind. Cfm will have de. Yup, im sure. But at least nw im nt ready for relationship nw. Enjoying company frm frens..yeah!!
Sigh, den econs lesson, as usual, craps again. Poor eve..u noe wat i mean hor. Den ocom. Me may n mummy all nv get e topic we want, all fall out of our expectation but lucky mine still cn crap. Mummy was a lil chaim.. she dunno wat to tok at all. But nvm..nxt wk will b betta de..cheer up!!
Precious you
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