Sunday, October 02, 2005
One week...

One more week to shifting hse, hws e feeling? Many ppl said to me tt it shld b quite great budden to me its tiring. Many ppl shift hse is their parents worry for em, but for me, i have to pack e stuff myself. Even changing of billing address i have to call in, i have to do it, even for e family too, no matter it is my own mobile phone biling address or my parents billing address. Still have to pack all e stuff. Yup, i have seen e renovations, nt too bad after all, quite nice when everything is clean n tidy, but we dunno wat it will b 10yrs down e road when e hse is again cramp with lots of things.
One more wk den i have ppl to pei me to play all these oso cos e jc ppl gonna finish their exam liao n cn go out oso, but do i have e money?? I oso dunno.. haha, but most importantly is tt gt ppl pei me.
Fri nite, uncle came back frm shanghai. Cos last wk, grandma suddenly say 'dunno if i cn wait till your uncle come back nt??' I guess my cousin told his dad so he came back earlier instead of nxt yr when chinese new yr is nearing. Frankly speaking, im quite scared n stunned when my grandma told us tt cos she looks still as strong as before, jus tt she is a lil older nw. But she said ' i noe my own body' when we told her nt to say smth so inauspicious. But when she say this, it makes me thinks tt yup, shld face it nw or ltr. But i wan it ltr, cos i still haven learn to let go of things, esp when it comes to my family, cnt bear to loose anyone of em, my one big family when as everyone noe, im v close with my cousins n famlily members. Feels tt times realli spare nobody. Everyone in e family have grown up n aged, n sometimes this tend to break a family apart, sigh, n i don wan it to happen. Do i sound lyk a wilful child? I guess so, but i jus don wan tt to happen cos it makes me feel lyk crying everytime jus by e thought.

Precious you
10:19 PM |

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