Sunday, November 27, 2005
Confused again
Confused again
Sorry cousins..today my mood nt v gd, quite fustrated i cn say. Thus i keep throwing my tantrum and my temper about.
Confused bout some stuff. Every cousin noe bout xxxx n i dunno hw they noe it. I tink its my traitor brother ba. But hw come at this moment i become so confused? >.<
Have been 4wks since i tink i lyk him. Before sis knew it, im nt v sure bout my own feelings. Since she knew it, she organise alot of chance for me to noe him well. I guess i lyk him more after each meeting. However since last nite, its lyk nw everything have gt nth to do with e smile he gave me tt day, do i still lyk him, or e feelings have gone?
Shld i b happy? When he msg sis bout his hse gt this thingy n say 'u sherman n cousin (me) cn come..' Yup! He mentioned bout me! Sis say she feels quite happy for me too. Howeva, i dunno if i shld b happy with this. Cos im afraid tt im tinking too much. Yup! u cn say its jus frens but im afraid tt this is nt even signalling friendship but jus 'Liting's cousin'.
There r still things tt signals me tt afterall, he take e effort to notice stuff bout me. But is it jus tt he is observant all times? Im afriad tt i keep indulging in tinkings tt i shld nv tot of.
If i wanna list down den this will b a long entry. Bye everybody
Precious you
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