Thursday, December 22, 2005
Life, a long long journey...
Life, a long long journey...
Today is the 4th day of e funeral. I onli went for e firs day n today. I didn go n tues n mon. Normally went there to help out on e foldings of joss paper. Tml will b e last journey for him. These few days, im so close with death tt i nearly forget tt it shld b a unhappy issue, it shld brought saddness to ppl. I forget e sorrow faster than i tot. Wat im tinking nw is, e dead is already dead. Nw we shld tink tt hw we cn help him complete his last journey n help e living ones to continue with their life. Theres a ironic thing tt i notice these few days. Hw come onli when smth happen, everyone would den appear n gather? Wont it b too late?
Life is such a long long journey. We experience aging, youth, sickness n death.Neither could we control or escape frm death, wat we cn do is onli to accept it. However, hw many of us could say tt we dont fear death at all? If we realli dont fear it at all, den we wont weep for e dead, wont fear dangers n all e stuff, n we wont even b here. Nth is permanent n lasting, eventually, death awaits us. Onli when we come in contact with death, everything doesnt matters anymore n bcom e purest of all.
This particular funeral did make me think alot. Im thinking for e worse. If tt is my parents funeral, wat would i do? Would i cry even more bitterly than wat i did a few days ago? Hw come our dearest have to leave us? Im nt a saint, i admit tt i haven even learnt hw to face death. This few days e close contact with death did make me fear death while on e other hand, death doesnt seems so fearful anymore cos at e funeral, theres no saddness no maddness onli peace. Hw contridicting isnt it? Well, humans r, n they will forever remain e same.
Quite a long n naggy entry tonite cos all these r jus simply my reflections over these few days. Tml is e last journey we cn accompany him n i realli hope it will b a good journey for all of us. It will b e end of his journey on earth, an another part of journey for e rest of all. Nite everybody. May all of u have a good year ahead
Life is such a long long journey. We experience aging, youth, sickness n death.Neither could we control or escape frm death, wat we cn do is onli to accept it. However, hw many of us could say tt we dont fear death at all? If we realli dont fear it at all, den we wont weep for e dead, wont fear dangers n all e stuff, n we wont even b here. Nth is permanent n lasting, eventually, death awaits us. Onli when we come in contact with death, everything doesnt matters anymore n bcom e purest of all.
This particular funeral did make me think alot. Im thinking for e worse. If tt is my parents funeral, wat would i do? Would i cry even more bitterly than wat i did a few days ago? Hw come our dearest have to leave us? Im nt a saint, i admit tt i haven even learnt hw to face death. This few days e close contact with death did make me fear death while on e other hand, death doesnt seems so fearful anymore cos at e funeral, theres no saddness no maddness onli peace. Hw contridicting isnt it? Well, humans r, n they will forever remain e same.
Quite a long n naggy entry tonite cos all these r jus simply my reflections over these few days. Tml is e last journey we cn accompany him n i realli hope it will b a good journey for all of us. It will b e end of his journey on earth, an another part of journey for e rest of all. Nite everybody. May all of u have a good year ahead
Precious you
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