Sunday, January 01, 2006
ForBidDen :'(
ForBidDen :'(
After fri bbq, i suffer frm itchness n rashes. Its nt like onli after e bbq den i have e rashes. But i tink im a lil allergic to alcohol :( Till nw e itchness will still occur, but nt as bad as last nite. Last nite i cnt stop scratching. Perhaps, i shld reduce e times n quantity of drinking alcoholic drinks, if nt, stop taking alcoholic drinks.
Frm fri morning, frm e moment we start playing mahjong, we cnt stop. Its realli lyk wat other ppl said bout it, we cnt stop!! I keeps wanting to play though i keeps lossing. We played 4 games in 3 days time. Cn c tt hw addicted r we, besides tt, it kills time too, time pass fast when we r playing tt. At firs we wans to study at grandma hse last nite. But we end out playing mahjong!!
Idiotic Idiotic Idiotic. Somehw i get some peace in my mind liao. I noe wat im gonna do, i noe wat i wan n don wan. I noe tt hes nt e one for me n i tink e feeling is taking its own time to go off. I don wanna anything to happen, jus take time, let me noe him, b frens n theres e fullstop. Wat i tink is tt, though i wans e relationship, but hweva im nt prepared for one yet. Still mentally nt yet mature n im scared!! E phobia is back again!!
Well, its new yr n a time to wish myself some happiness n wait for a guy tt cn make my phobia dissappear to appear. Yeah, n happy new yr to all of u!! ^^
Frm fri morning, frm e moment we start playing mahjong, we cnt stop. Its realli lyk wat other ppl said bout it, we cnt stop!! I keeps wanting to play though i keeps lossing. We played 4 games in 3 days time. Cn c tt hw addicted r we, besides tt, it kills time too, time pass fast when we r playing tt. At firs we wans to study at grandma hse last nite. But we end out playing mahjong!!
Idiotic Idiotic Idiotic. Somehw i get some peace in my mind liao. I noe wat im gonna do, i noe wat i wan n don wan. I noe tt hes nt e one for me n i tink e feeling is taking its own time to go off. I don wanna anything to happen, jus take time, let me noe him, b frens n theres e fullstop. Wat i tink is tt, though i wans e relationship, but hweva im nt prepared for one yet. Still mentally nt yet mature n im scared!! E phobia is back again!!
Well, its new yr n a time to wish myself some happiness n wait for a guy tt cn make my phobia dissappear to appear. Yeah, n happy new yr to all of u!! ^^
Precious you
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