Friday, January 20, 2006
Gt to control.....
Gt to control.....
Today having LMS n IAC lesson again. Surprisingly, today IAC lesson is nt sitting there doing nth, at least we have to do some stuff n present at e end of e lesson. Den LMS lesson gt tok bout ghost all these, so its quite interesting oso.. esp bout e story bout e mokey's paw. At e pt of time, though its in e afternoon, i still feel e chillness. E monkey's paw is smth evil i guess.
Den went hm with cousin. Shes with a few frens. N when i go, i tink dey r talking bout me but i dunno wat dey r talking bout so... Went bus stop saw Alan again. For e second time today. Cos took e same bus with him to sch today. Dunno if he managed to c me nt. Den all of us board e same bus again. I really really feel tt im so useless la. When i c him in person, i don even dare to talk to him, don even dare to look at him, scared tt one look at him, he might noe what im tinking. I tot it will b easy, i tot tt after all e chatting on MSN, we will turn out to b closer n may have chatted more, budden it turned out tt im still more at ease when i talk to Sherman, cn do stupid facial expression. I feel so stupid with it la, when did i ever turn into this timid gal? I jus feel so vulnerable at it!
Nw cousin in my hse, chatting online away with Alan. Somehw i feel tt im abit jealous. Nt jealous of him talking to my cousin. But jus jealous tt when cn i ever cn have such a conversation with him. Well, at this rate im going, i guess i cnt even help him celebrate his bdae for him or even buy him a bdae gift, cos i don have e kind of close relationship. But hey, im tinking bout stuff tt i shld nt tink again liao. No no! I shld stop tinking bout this stuff n stop all my troubles n unhappiness.
I guess its all these stuff tt makes me unhappy. For this present stage, i onli need frens families n accomplishment in my studies. When fate comes it will come, i don have to worry for myself. Jiayou Jiayou..
Den went hm with cousin. Shes with a few frens. N when i go, i tink dey r talking bout me but i dunno wat dey r talking bout so... Went bus stop saw Alan again. For e second time today. Cos took e same bus with him to sch today. Dunno if he managed to c me nt. Den all of us board e same bus again. I really really feel tt im so useless la. When i c him in person, i don even dare to talk to him, don even dare to look at him, scared tt one look at him, he might noe what im tinking. I tot it will b easy, i tot tt after all e chatting on MSN, we will turn out to b closer n may have chatted more, budden it turned out tt im still more at ease when i talk to Sherman, cn do stupid facial expression. I feel so stupid with it la, when did i ever turn into this timid gal? I jus feel so vulnerable at it!
Nw cousin in my hse, chatting online away with Alan. Somehw i feel tt im abit jealous. Nt jealous of him talking to my cousin. But jus jealous tt when cn i ever cn have such a conversation with him. Well, at this rate im going, i guess i cnt even help him celebrate his bdae for him or even buy him a bdae gift, cos i don have e kind of close relationship. But hey, im tinking bout stuff tt i shld nt tink again liao. No no! I shld stop tinking bout this stuff n stop all my troubles n unhappiness.
I guess its all these stuff tt makes me unhappy. For this present stage, i onli need frens families n accomplishment in my studies. When fate comes it will come, i don have to worry for myself. Jiayou Jiayou..
Precious you
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