Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Life, a long, winding n unpredictable journey...
Life, a long, winding n unpredictable journey...
Many of us should have e same thoughts tt, life, is a long, winding n unpredictable journey. Life n death cn happen at split seconds. A baby alive n kicking, may happened to b out of breath a second ltr. A dead person cn come back to life when her heart stops pumping for 15 mins. Cn e same thing happen to Linnet's father? I realli hope so. I didn manage to c him for even once, i've been dying to c him yet its all too late, n it will b too big a blow for Linnet to dealt with.
Second death in a mnth, both at split seconds, both happening without my knowledge, both appear to b alive n kicking. R e gods realli forcing me to c thru life n find e truth behind it? Yes, Linnet father did have some health prob but hes coping fine with it, but who will expect tt, e third day into e new yr, n hes gone forever? Its e sudden death, n nobody would expect it, but wat will happen to e livings?
Seriously, i did feel lyk crying. I noe its none of my business. But this second death realli make me feel helpless. Hw cn i make Linnet feel better? I cn do nth cos its her father, if she don feel sad bout it den shes inhumane. Its such a natural but sad process tt everyone have to go thru. Helplessness n vulnerability. We noe it, cnt stop it yet when it come, it still hits us badly.
If i'd switch off my hp a few min ltr, i will recieve e msg earlier n i cn flunk my whole paper. But this do makes me guilty cos, im nt there for Linnet, when she needed console n a prsn to confide in.
Hw come all of sudden, i feel tt all hopes is being lost? It feels lyk tt all e hard work n effort we have put in life, will ends at e very moment when your heart stop pumping. Den, e evidence of u living in this world will too b forever gone. No matter hw many wars we have fight, hw many storms we have gone thru, eventually we have to bent our heads when it comes to death. Everything ends when u r dead, a dead body in e coffin n no longer a prsn with name, identity, breathing in oxygen.
Scary Entry again. Sorry everyone cos im realli feeling bleak nw. Need someone, somewhere, some place to vent anger n tts my blog. Nite. May god bless u.
Second death in a mnth, both at split seconds, both happening without my knowledge, both appear to b alive n kicking. R e gods realli forcing me to c thru life n find e truth behind it? Yes, Linnet father did have some health prob but hes coping fine with it, but who will expect tt, e third day into e new yr, n hes gone forever? Its e sudden death, n nobody would expect it, but wat will happen to e livings?
Seriously, i did feel lyk crying. I noe its none of my business. But this second death realli make me feel helpless. Hw cn i make Linnet feel better? I cn do nth cos its her father, if she don feel sad bout it den shes inhumane. Its such a natural but sad process tt everyone have to go thru. Helplessness n vulnerability. We noe it, cnt stop it yet when it come, it still hits us badly.
If i'd switch off my hp a few min ltr, i will recieve e msg earlier n i cn flunk my whole paper. But this do makes me guilty cos, im nt there for Linnet, when she needed console n a prsn to confide in.
Hw come all of sudden, i feel tt all hopes is being lost? It feels lyk tt all e hard work n effort we have put in life, will ends at e very moment when your heart stop pumping. Den, e evidence of u living in this world will too b forever gone. No matter hw many wars we have fight, hw many storms we have gone thru, eventually we have to bent our heads when it comes to death. Everything ends when u r dead, a dead body in e coffin n no longer a prsn with name, identity, breathing in oxygen.
Scary Entry again. Sorry everyone cos im realli feeling bleak nw. Need someone, somewhere, some place to vent anger n tts my blog. Nite. May god bless u.
Precious you
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