Wednesday, March 01, 2006
How do you define sucess in life?
How do you define sucess in life?
Last nite, father and i have a small chat. Perhaps he had too much beer or issit that he had bear it inside for too long, he finally told me wat he felt all these years. Since when im 12, i knew that my father had lost his job due to an injury on his back. All these years till now, he never get a stable and nice job. All along, his pay is onli enough for his own expenses like cigarettes and beer, he had none for us. All the expenses in the house is all afforded by my mum. He told me wat a failure he felt he was n was sorry to make my mother work so hard. I told him he had us, 3 kids n we r all so big already, cnt say we r v obedient but we r still nt tt bad after all, n my mum didn say anything n she was willing to do anything to prevent the family from falling apart. Den my father replied, hes a man, he cnt possibly stay behind his women all his life. I realli dont noe wat to reply cos i tink that everything is not important, but mayb to him, yes, he did seriously wan to provide something for the family, n yet he cnt. I tink he mus regretted for nt working hard during his younger days n how he had missed the opportunity to gained sucess. Wat is impt is, most imptly, hes my dad n we will all love him e same, no matter if hes sucessful or not, cos e love he gave us is genuine, n we had all felt it.
Well i went to study today, didn realli get to study much but still spend an hour or so to study. Saw Rachel n emon at Taman Mac too, helped em a lil i tink, jus v lil. This time i realli hope that i will achieve a good results for my POA. After tml, i cn relaxed but i will b busy finiding a job. Hope the interview tml will b a sucess.
That will b all for today's entry. Cya everyone.
Well i went to study today, didn realli get to study much but still spend an hour or so to study. Saw Rachel n emon at Taman Mac too, helped em a lil i tink, jus v lil. This time i realli hope that i will achieve a good results for my POA. After tml, i cn relaxed but i will b busy finiding a job. Hope the interview tml will b a sucess.
That will b all for today's entry. Cya everyone.
Precious you
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