Tuesday, April 18, 2006
I have been feeling funny, very funny. Alan hasnt come into my mind for days and now i dont even bother bout him when hes online. I guess, i realli let everything go that night when we chat heart to heart. Its a nice feeling and i hope that its all friendship.
It has also been days after i met him and well, i still feel weird after that incident and hope that something will realli happen. Well, its typical me and i wonder why. When can i ever stop having the feeling of liking someone, needing someone? I hate being vulnerable, espcially when my mind tells me that its ok to be alone and that stupid thought of wanting someone came in. I want to be independent, regardless is it physical or emotinally. I hate the thought of wanting someone and later it fell into nothing again. Maybe im just too overwhelmed by the strange feeling that im feeling these confused. I guess some of u may be a lil impatient with me cos all of my idiotic emotions by now. Me too and i wished i can stop it soon.
Ok, enough of stupid ranting and now back to my triumph after my shopping trip. Had been to shopping yesterday and bought 2jeans, 1 skirt and 2 teeshirt jus to get ready to start sch. Den i packed my wardrobe yesterday and cleared plenty of clothes. All those that i have bought and had not wear them for a century. I loved the stuff that i bought, plus e pair of shoes i bought last week, add up to i tink bout 100plus.
Den today went walk walk with enting and had a nice time. Afternoon tea and a simple small chat those these time we didnt tok much bout relationship stuff. Den come my hse have dinner and stuff. Thats all for today and soon sch will starts.
A few wish for nxt sem...
1. Good and friendly classmates. This way, i can have loads of fun. ^^
2. I can concentrate on my studies more than relationships.
3.I can grow slimer, and more beautiful as days pass...wahaha.
Jus some wishes, dont b too mean to comment on it cos dey all jus wishes. Wishes are jus fantasies. Ok, tt will be all for my blog. Nite everyone.
It has also been days after i met him and well, i still feel weird after that incident and hope that something will realli happen. Well, its typical me and i wonder why. When can i ever stop having the feeling of liking someone, needing someone? I hate being vulnerable, espcially when my mind tells me that its ok to be alone and that stupid thought of wanting someone came in. I want to be independent, regardless is it physical or emotinally. I hate the thought of wanting someone and later it fell into nothing again. Maybe im just too overwhelmed by the strange feeling that im feeling these confused. I guess some of u may be a lil impatient with me cos all of my idiotic emotions by now. Me too and i wished i can stop it soon.
Ok, enough of stupid ranting and now back to my triumph after my shopping trip. Had been to shopping yesterday and bought 2jeans, 1 skirt and 2 teeshirt jus to get ready to start sch. Den i packed my wardrobe yesterday and cleared plenty of clothes. All those that i have bought and had not wear them for a century. I loved the stuff that i bought, plus e pair of shoes i bought last week, add up to i tink bout 100plus.
Den today went walk walk with enting and had a nice time. Afternoon tea and a simple small chat those these time we didnt tok much bout relationship stuff. Den come my hse have dinner and stuff. Thats all for today and soon sch will starts.
A few wish for nxt sem...
1. Good and friendly classmates. This way, i can have loads of fun. ^^
2. I can concentrate on my studies more than relationships.
3.I can grow slimer, and more beautiful as days pass...wahaha.
Jus some wishes, dont b too mean to comment on it cos dey all jus wishes. Wishes are jus fantasies. Ok, tt will be all for my blog. Nite everyone.
Precious you
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