Monday, April 03, 2006
My weakest side
My weakest side
Last night, I have a break down, jus keep crying n crying. Its weird to b both chatting online n crying at e same time, but it realli did happen. Chatting with Alan online den happen to chat bout e past. Mao Mao yu de yi tian... both of us have pathetic things happening. He knew wat i was going thru, cos everything he say, i can feel the same n they r happening to me. To me, who can make me loose control? Nobody else but onli him. However, its been so long tt i cry for tt prsn already, hope last night will b e last. Seriously, Alan is e firs guy tt i ever exposed my weakest side to, i am surprised that i can easily exposed this side to him.
N thru last nite, I truly believe that i can let go le, knowing bout ones past realli can make u understand wat hes tinking n stuff bout him. Maintaining a frenship lyk this is well enough, n contented.
Well, nw Enting asked me to write bout e 8points bout my perfect man. Character wise, i realli dunno wat to write, cn i mix it with features?? Since its perfect man, no harm imagining right??
1. Tall...Hw tall? 180 will be e perfect height for me.
2.Tanned n fit.
3.At least older than me by a year.
4. Mature n responsible.
5. Open minded...(In that sense allow me to have my own free time)
6.Understand me well.
7. Can play piano and cook at the same time...(tts nt realli possible but i hope will realli have one.)
8. I tink is e most impt thing to me, can laugh and cry with me. Can share my dreams, my emotions, my goals with me....
Heehee...i dont tink there will b any man tt will fits e bill, even have, it will nt b my perfect man, it will b others de perfect man. Haha..I cn dream on...
N thru last nite, I truly believe that i can let go le, knowing bout ones past realli can make u understand wat hes tinking n stuff bout him. Maintaining a frenship lyk this is well enough, n contented.
Well, nw Enting asked me to write bout e 8points bout my perfect man. Character wise, i realli dunno wat to write, cn i mix it with features?? Since its perfect man, no harm imagining right??
1. Tall...Hw tall? 180 will be e perfect height for me.
2.Tanned n fit.
3.At least older than me by a year.
4. Mature n responsible.
5. Open minded...(In that sense allow me to have my own free time)
6.Understand me well.
7. Can play piano and cook at the same time...(tts nt realli possible but i hope will realli have one.)
8. I tink is e most impt thing to me, can laugh and cry with me. Can share my dreams, my emotions, my goals with me....
Heehee...i dont tink there will b any man tt will fits e bill, even have, it will nt b my perfect man, it will b others de perfect man. Haha..I cn dream on...
Precious you
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