Friday, April 21, 2006
Understanding...
Understanding...
These few days have been feeling quite lonely, i oso dunno why this feeling come along. I have friends to accompany everyday, occupy myself with activities budden dunno why, i still feel that im very distant from everyone. Ok, i agree its my fault cos im so fickle, so difficult to understand even sometimes i dunno what im tinking or understand myself oso. Hw do i expect ppl to understand me when i, myself could not figure myself out too. Hahaha, but well, i gt it straight. Maybe i just dont need ppl to understand me, maybe im born the way i am, maybe im already fortunate enough, maybe i do not need to change myself to adapt the others. I am still myself, just a lil confused here n there, still finding directions for life, still finding ways to settle myself, still trying to define myself as what kind of person i am. Theres jus too many grey areas in my life, my personality right now.
Wed went swimming with Enting and i managed to swim a few rounds. Not very happy with my speed, compare to last yr, i have deproved alot. I noe it will happen but i didn expect that i will be so tired after jus a few rounds. Den we two have a chat in the pool and enjoy the waves, rather relaxing. Took some pics to update my friendster oso. Haha...FINALLY.
Today went for a movie, THE SENTINAL. Rather out of plan cos qianyi called me out of nowhere and asked me out to accompany her. Since i have nth to do so i accompany her. Have a meal and headed for the theatre. The show was rather nice jus tt im too tired and my sneezing caused me nt to b able to concentrate, but nice show. The chat with qianyi mainly evovled around her new sch life. Her class was jus like mine...haha. Hope that she could adapt soon and im sure she could definitely adapt better than me.
Sch starting soon, starts to dread sch but well, onli sch give me sm stuff to do. Tts e onli thing tt i wont b too lazy to do cos im being forced to do tt..Haha. I tink im falling sick and hope that it will be heal soon.
Night everyone.
Wed went swimming with Enting and i managed to swim a few rounds. Not very happy with my speed, compare to last yr, i have deproved alot. I noe it will happen but i didn expect that i will be so tired after jus a few rounds. Den we two have a chat in the pool and enjoy the waves, rather relaxing. Took some pics to update my friendster oso. Haha...FINALLY.
Today went for a movie, THE SENTINAL. Rather out of plan cos qianyi called me out of nowhere and asked me out to accompany her. Since i have nth to do so i accompany her. Have a meal and headed for the theatre. The show was rather nice jus tt im too tired and my sneezing caused me nt to b able to concentrate, but nice show. The chat with qianyi mainly evovled around her new sch life. Her class was jus like mine...haha. Hope that she could adapt soon and im sure she could definitely adapt better than me.
Sch starting soon, starts to dread sch but well, onli sch give me sm stuff to do. Tts e onli thing tt i wont b too lazy to do cos im being forced to do tt..Haha. I tink im falling sick and hope that it will be heal soon.
Night everyone.
Precious you
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