Friday, May 05, 2006
Have you had enough?? A bad day a good day...
Have you had enough?? A bad day a good day...
School have been good these few days as the tutorials had started but so far, all tutors are old males, all old turtle. I simply dont like anyone of em... I discover that im sometimes am quite a shallow n fake person, actually, Sarah turned out quite nice. Its much much better that i thought. Should not misjudge her in the first place. Now feel rather guilty towards her. My acting skills becoming better now. I cn dont like you on one hand, n treats you super good on the other. Well, true, im a litle bitchy after all.
Today was a bad day but ended up good. It rained heavily in the morning n I overslept!! Wats so big deal to overslept, you must be wondering. But im a person who rarely overslept, even if the alarm dont go off, im still able to wake up 10-15 min earlier instinctly. However, today, e instinct didnt work. I guess I mus have tired out myself. Well wash up, changed and went school, but on the way to school, got myself all wet...might as well dont wash up right?
EC lect was ok. Learning to chase bordem away during lect, which is to write down notes, write down wateva the lect says. Sometimes you might not catch wat the lecturer says but at least wont be bored or sleepy. In this way, i learned more stuff instead of slacking in the lect hall. Had some laughter on the way. OM tutorial was much of a torture again as it is bored and super duper cold...burrr. After lunch, everything falls apart. Met may's fren. SHes rather a nice person and she got e phone i wan in e firs place. Stupid, i shld not give tt phone up for the phone im holding now. Haiz, but forget it. Im sure soon i will be able to buy a better one.
After sch went Ginza with cousin. Have a meal that i didn realli enjoy cos dont realli have e appetite. Walk around ginza and bought myself a top which sis say its nice n cute. Cute...wat a word to describe me =.=. Dont even noe i will wear it to sch in e firs place not. Den mum n bro come. Chatted about our palms, some fortune telling session started. If my fate could exchanged with my bro den its good. Destined not to lead the life i wan, have to live it the way guys do..career, money but little love n frenship. SOunds rather pathetic, tink i would end up like Chen Li Zhen in e 9Pm show.
Sometimes i just had enough of entertaining people, living through people's mood, tantrums and rubbish. Tired, irritated. I have to pretend that im not affected, to laugh to joke with them till dey are happy..Thats simply so sick!! Im nt a clown n im simply hated one. Nxt time it happen, wat im gonna do was to leave them alone, not fearing anymore bout wat had i done or say wrong this time. Well, since to my family, im one who is stubborn n nv admit my mistake though i noe its wrong, den let me appear this way to them too.
A lil fed up...haha. But its better after an evening at Ginza. Thanz those who have make my day. Night everyone and have a nice weekend...
Today was a bad day but ended up good. It rained heavily in the morning n I overslept!! Wats so big deal to overslept, you must be wondering. But im a person who rarely overslept, even if the alarm dont go off, im still able to wake up 10-15 min earlier instinctly. However, today, e instinct didnt work. I guess I mus have tired out myself. Well wash up, changed and went school, but on the way to school, got myself all wet...might as well dont wash up right?
EC lect was ok. Learning to chase bordem away during lect, which is to write down notes, write down wateva the lect says. Sometimes you might not catch wat the lecturer says but at least wont be bored or sleepy. In this way, i learned more stuff instead of slacking in the lect hall. Had some laughter on the way. OM tutorial was much of a torture again as it is bored and super duper cold...burrr. After lunch, everything falls apart. Met may's fren. SHes rather a nice person and she got e phone i wan in e firs place. Stupid, i shld not give tt phone up for the phone im holding now. Haiz, but forget it. Im sure soon i will be able to buy a better one.
After sch went Ginza with cousin. Have a meal that i didn realli enjoy cos dont realli have e appetite. Walk around ginza and bought myself a top which sis say its nice n cute. Cute...wat a word to describe me =.=. Dont even noe i will wear it to sch in e firs place not. Den mum n bro come. Chatted about our palms, some fortune telling session started. If my fate could exchanged with my bro den its good. Destined not to lead the life i wan, have to live it the way guys do..career, money but little love n frenship. SOunds rather pathetic, tink i would end up like Chen Li Zhen in e 9Pm show.
Sometimes i just had enough of entertaining people, living through people's mood, tantrums and rubbish. Tired, irritated. I have to pretend that im not affected, to laugh to joke with them till dey are happy..Thats simply so sick!! Im nt a clown n im simply hated one. Nxt time it happen, wat im gonna do was to leave them alone, not fearing anymore bout wat had i done or say wrong this time. Well, since to my family, im one who is stubborn n nv admit my mistake though i noe its wrong, den let me appear this way to them too.
A lil fed up...haha. But its better after an evening at Ginza. Thanz those who have make my day. Night everyone and have a nice weekend...
Precious you
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