Friday, June 09, 2006
CT over. Dreamz...
CT over. Dreamz...
Yesterday went library again for whole day of studying. Surprisingly i saw Sheila n WaiChong there. After rounds n years of playing hide n seek, they r finally together (i guess). I dunno much bout their story but somehow i now where it is heading cos no matter wat, both were my classmates in sec sch. Though i used to not like Sheila so much, but seeing them together, cnt deny that i realli feel happy for em. I mean finally they found their happiness.
Finally, CT was over. Haiz, but marketing was realli a killer for me. Dunno from when, i started to dislike this module alot. This sickness of it have long surpassed my dislike for BMGT n OB. Mayb cos of the tutor? Most probably i tink cos to me, he owas sounded n looked snobbish. This dislike of PMKT will kill me for the CT n the exam. I should realli reconsider about taking this specialisation next year. Anyway, i realli hate to think that the CT was over cos from now onwards, its project time. So many projects and so little time. Furthermore, all dunno where to start and wat to do. :'(
Last night, I had a dream. A dream that it will never come true. I dreamt that, He had again fallen for me and this time, i did not let it go. Somewhat im jus waiting for him to open his mouth and ask. In that dream, i had the taste of being with someone who you realli like. Its realli wat people call Xin Fu. In reality, this can never happen again. Dont tell me that i will never know what will happen in the future. It will not happen. We are like 2 straught lines which had once intersect each other but now, we are just drifting further and futher away, never able to meet again.
What cant be fufilled in a reality had now find its way through my dream. This can only shows how vulnerable i am towards this issue. Had i got over everything? Well, somethings are nt jus on if you have got it over anot, but have you forgotten that person. I will owas rmb him unless i loose my memory. A big part of my life, a big part of my growing up process. However, nothing to be too sad about cos i noe that the worst had already past and all i have to do is to look forward, look into the future.
Okie, that will be all for tonight. Need sometime for me to rest and relax. Finally one day i need not worry bout nt having enough time to study. Ahaha. So you guys too enjoy and relaz. Night :)
Finally, CT was over. Haiz, but marketing was realli a killer for me. Dunno from when, i started to dislike this module alot. This sickness of it have long surpassed my dislike for BMGT n OB. Mayb cos of the tutor? Most probably i tink cos to me, he owas sounded n looked snobbish. This dislike of PMKT will kill me for the CT n the exam. I should realli reconsider about taking this specialisation next year. Anyway, i realli hate to think that the CT was over cos from now onwards, its project time. So many projects and so little time. Furthermore, all dunno where to start and wat to do. :'(
Last night, I had a dream. A dream that it will never come true. I dreamt that, He had again fallen for me and this time, i did not let it go. Somewhat im jus waiting for him to open his mouth and ask. In that dream, i had the taste of being with someone who you realli like. Its realli wat people call Xin Fu. In reality, this can never happen again. Dont tell me that i will never know what will happen in the future. It will not happen. We are like 2 straught lines which had once intersect each other but now, we are just drifting further and futher away, never able to meet again.
What cant be fufilled in a reality had now find its way through my dream. This can only shows how vulnerable i am towards this issue. Had i got over everything? Well, somethings are nt jus on if you have got it over anot, but have you forgotten that person. I will owas rmb him unless i loose my memory. A big part of my life, a big part of my growing up process. However, nothing to be too sad about cos i noe that the worst had already past and all i have to do is to look forward, look into the future.
Okie, that will be all for tonight. Need sometime for me to rest and relax. Finally one day i need not worry bout nt having enough time to study. Ahaha. So you guys too enjoy and relaz. Night :)
Precious you
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