Monday, June 05, 2006
Lost?? Maybe
Lost?? Maybe
Common test started at 8.30am n i didn noe that it was onli for an hour. I tot it was one and a half hour, n i tot i will b dead meat after e test, but eh, no leh, it was rather easy. A paper that i can handle with a breeze. E diff is onli at e scoring, pass well or jus manage to pass.
After test went home, intend to meet Linnet to study. End out we go eat n after eating, we allowed our 'piggy' potential to go to e fullest. We feel so so so tired n then decided to went home n have a nap firs before studying. Yet, who noes after nappig, Linnet gt so into playing SIMs n started playing. Totally forgot bout studying. We even decide to go for Ice cream after she finish playing. Ice cream was nice but never buy raspberry flavour. It taste so much like sushi...SOur, as if vinegar was added, tasted so wrong! Finish eating, went home for Mahjong session n we call it a day. Ok, didn manage to study anything. But i realli hope tt tml i cn settle down to study. 3.7 here i come!!
Im a lil depress. K, we owas console ourselves that looks are not important, n those who look onli at the outside are being superficial. However, its human nature that we all love Beautiful things, be it clothes, jewels or human faces. He was one too and i guess he was a lil interested in Enting. Ahaha. Worse thing to happen on me, jus like how bad it is for one to fall sick during exam. I knew i said it plenty of times that I dont give a damn bout it anymore but still, it does affects me. Wateva reasons it is, I do see a gleam of light n hope a few days n weeks ago. Nw, i knew that i am realli hoping too much all along.
Mayb i shld realli give up on relationship n devote my time into my studies. All along, i have been disappointed. What i wan isnt wat i get, or it jus dont suit me. Maybe its time to do some thinking on where do i stand actually. And for wateva it is, i guess i shall jus simply give up on liking ppl all e time, owas playing e passive party.
K, that will b all. I tink i had too much of ranting here. From now on, i will not have time for it. I promise to myself. Haha. Night!
After test went home, intend to meet Linnet to study. End out we go eat n after eating, we allowed our 'piggy' potential to go to e fullest. We feel so so so tired n then decided to went home n have a nap firs before studying. Yet, who noes after nappig, Linnet gt so into playing SIMs n started playing. Totally forgot bout studying. We even decide to go for Ice cream after she finish playing. Ice cream was nice but never buy raspberry flavour. It taste so much like sushi...SOur, as if vinegar was added, tasted so wrong! Finish eating, went home for Mahjong session n we call it a day. Ok, didn manage to study anything. But i realli hope tt tml i cn settle down to study. 3.7 here i come!!
Im a lil depress. K, we owas console ourselves that looks are not important, n those who look onli at the outside are being superficial. However, its human nature that we all love Beautiful things, be it clothes, jewels or human faces. He was one too and i guess he was a lil interested in Enting. Ahaha. Worse thing to happen on me, jus like how bad it is for one to fall sick during exam. I knew i said it plenty of times that I dont give a damn bout it anymore but still, it does affects me. Wateva reasons it is, I do see a gleam of light n hope a few days n weeks ago. Nw, i knew that i am realli hoping too much all along.
Mayb i shld realli give up on relationship n devote my time into my studies. All along, i have been disappointed. What i wan isnt wat i get, or it jus dont suit me. Maybe its time to do some thinking on where do i stand actually. And for wateva it is, i guess i shall jus simply give up on liking ppl all e time, owas playing e passive party.
K, that will b all. I tink i had too much of ranting here. From now on, i will not have time for it. I promise to myself. Haha. Night!
Precious you
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