Friday, June 02, 2006
Singapore Idol-- Firs time to mediacorp
Singapore Idol-- Firs time to mediacorp
Went school at about 11 plus today to study for AAA. Have lunch at Lib cafe and chat for a lil while. Some sort of chat tt i like so much. I bascially like talking but onli to those im close with. Then Eve came back frm KPT meeting and we went study upstairs. Its a v condusive environment and i manage to study, and its quality studying. I guess AAA wont be much of a prob.
Went meet Karen dey all at 5 to go support Norman at mediacorp. To be frank, i simply feel out of place. DUnno wat to say and dunno wat to do, nothing to connect with them. Went in the studio and everything was simply lame. Yah, i mean i shld b high but theres no way i can. Till i saw Dick Lee. Ok, i noe its a lil ridiculous but i realli tink that he outshine all the other contestants. He jus so shuai n cute n eveything though hes already 51 yrs old. I tot hes onli 30+....OMG im melting.
After that went eat, dont feel like eating but still stuff some food into my mouth, jus to entertain ppl. Im already quite tired n piss then. Dunno y, im owas like tt when im with a grp of ppl whom i cnt mix with. Dont feel like talking, dont feel like mixing and most imptly, i dont like forcing myself to talk to em. Getting late n im yearning to go hm.
Took bus with e guys, chatted with em. But still i feel that tonite, i cnt connect with em. They do know alot of stuff tt i dunno. Makes me feels like an idiot or to phrase it in a nicer way, its as though im a kid, so closed up n noe nth.
Its weird. The strange feeling is disrupting my life n killing me. I try to drive it away but recently the frequency for me to stare into space is getting higher n higher, n i starts to talk less and i dont even feel like talking sometimes. Getting more n more ecentric i suppose.
Anyway, wat makes me realli touched today is yong sin walk me home. Im realli scared going hm at this time, so late and dark. Alot of thanz to him n im rather paiseh oso. Ahahaha. Im jus a silly girl, i noe tt.
So End out norman was out but i believe he cn make it in e wild card round. That will be all for tonight. Hope everyday will be a sunday. Bless me. Night.
Went meet Karen dey all at 5 to go support Norman at mediacorp. To be frank, i simply feel out of place. DUnno wat to say and dunno wat to do, nothing to connect with them. Went in the studio and everything was simply lame. Yah, i mean i shld b high but theres no way i can. Till i saw Dick Lee. Ok, i noe its a lil ridiculous but i realli tink that he outshine all the other contestants. He jus so shuai n cute n eveything though hes already 51 yrs old. I tot hes onli 30+....OMG im melting.
After that went eat, dont feel like eating but still stuff some food into my mouth, jus to entertain ppl. Im already quite tired n piss then. Dunno y, im owas like tt when im with a grp of ppl whom i cnt mix with. Dont feel like talking, dont feel like mixing and most imptly, i dont like forcing myself to talk to em. Getting late n im yearning to go hm.
Took bus with e guys, chatted with em. But still i feel that tonite, i cnt connect with em. They do know alot of stuff tt i dunno. Makes me feels like an idiot or to phrase it in a nicer way, its as though im a kid, so closed up n noe nth.
Its weird. The strange feeling is disrupting my life n killing me. I try to drive it away but recently the frequency for me to stare into space is getting higher n higher, n i starts to talk less and i dont even feel like talking sometimes. Getting more n more ecentric i suppose.
Anyway, wat makes me realli touched today is yong sin walk me home. Im realli scared going hm at this time, so late and dark. Alot of thanz to him n im rather paiseh oso. Ahahaha. Im jus a silly girl, i noe tt.
So End out norman was out but i believe he cn make it in e wild card round. That will be all for tonight. Hope everyday will be a sunday. Bless me. Night.
Precious you
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