Thursday, June 22, 2006
Will he noe? Give up or not?
Will he noe? Give up or not?
Did i ever say that i hate e feeling of liking someone n needing someone? Its like u have e feeling of loosing urself as u sink deeper n deeper. These few days, i tink i let myself sink so deep that i tink he mus have find me irritating. I almost forget that im jus his frens. Now everything had turned into this way, theres no way but to give up everythig. Suddenly, Im jus so tired of myself being like this and playing this stupid hide n seek game. He too is a big idiot. If he know, den he jolly well tell me so, to keep on liking him or jus say goodbye. Dont keep me waiting, wat for being so wishy washy over things. Im getting more n more impatient with him n now i tink, time to say bye bye to him. I dont wan keep guessing n waiting for things to happen. Im seriously quite unhappy at hw things goes this way.
I tink im dead. Letting his fren come close to knowing everything. Sending e wrong msg to e wrong window. Have to lie (though part of e story is true) to cover up everything. I mean yes he know, but i jus wan it swept under e carpet now. Haha. Yeah, goodbye.
So im free now. Im feeling light. Thanz to him for making me feel thoroughly sad once, tts y making me c thru. Wat does not belongs to me, does not belongs to me. My happiness one day will come to me. Kk, that will b all for today.Though its abit bleak now, but im truly happy. ^^ Night everyone.
I tink im dead. Letting his fren come close to knowing everything. Sending e wrong msg to e wrong window. Have to lie (though part of e story is true) to cover up everything. I mean yes he know, but i jus wan it swept under e carpet now. Haha. Yeah, goodbye.
So im free now. Im feeling light. Thanz to him for making me feel thoroughly sad once, tts y making me c thru. Wat does not belongs to me, does not belongs to me. My happiness one day will come to me. Kk, that will b all for today.Though its abit bleak now, but im truly happy. ^^ Night everyone.
Precious you
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